Saturdayy =]

loll today was pretty good i guess =]
dancing was really hot.
not tiring. hot xD
loll. im so unfit now, coz of holidays and all.
and im so unflexi too! D:
oh wells.

well i think im over the whole, "im so depressed" thing.
at least for now. Once I go to school on monday it'll all come back xDD
yeahh. I really didn't want it to though.
kinda sucks.
thats what happens when you're a lonely poo like me xDD
hahahaha.

You know,
i've made up my mind =]
i figured, there actually is a way to be confident and not stuck up.
coz before, i always hid myself, coz i thought that
if i wore shorts, or if i made myself stick out,
and be confident, i'd look stuck up.
but, i guess, ive seen confident people that arent stuck up!
which kinda confused me, probably leading to me crying alot xD
that was all last year.

I've left it behind, and now, im me =]
i'm gnna make a new years resolution.
even though it is a month late xD
im gonna be confident, believe in myself while not being too stuck up xD
i hope i dont come across stuck up though 0-o
i really do.
but yes. if anyone reads this, and i seem really stuck up.
please tell me >< yeahh =]

what?!?! i wrote something, and i looked at it.
AND IT WAS GONNE!!!!!!!!!! ==
hmm lemme remember.

i actually worry about my image alot.
even though i know its not everything.
but first impressions you knoww.
i always thought i was this ugly poo that doesnt have any friends.
but now, i guess i think of myself as alright,
not the best. of course. pshh i wish i was prettier xDD
but yeahh, im alright.
xD it feels weird writing this.
i actually hope no one reads this.





xo.

ahhhh!!!

it was the second day of school today!
im actually excited about school noww xDDD
i have no idea why.

but i realised,
that even though i had this hugeee break in between
all those feelings that i had when school finished came back.
AND ITS KILLING MEE!!
the great thing about this is that no one reads it xDD
so i can like, say anything and no one would care.
but yeahh.
its like, i was sure that i would have a new start,
new classes, meet new people.
the amazing thing is,
i know most of the people in the class.
and its freeking pooey!

i was sure all the weirdness would go away,
it just wouldnt, you just stand out.
after a day i didn't really care much.
but its only been 2 days, and im already stressing.

loll i feel like i sound really weird xDD
changing subjectss!!
hhahahha.
yeahh.
ive had freeking maths homework the first two days =[
MATHS! ==
and its all revision.
but you see, im not all that smart.
i mean, im smart. but holidays just make me dumbe again =D
so yeahh, revisiong homework takes a while for me xDD
hahahaha.
when i get into the middle of the year ill be fine.
ill be the smartest person you know.

coz this year im aiming to actually try my hardest =]
coz last year, it was year 8.
nothing much happens.
so i sorta didnt try hahah xDD
i got pretty good reports though =D
most of the comments from the teachers were stuff like..
michelle should apply herself
michelle must concentrate on editing her stuff
hahahah xDD
so evidently i didnt try.
but yeahh, i know i can do like, smart poo stuff so.
i might as well =D

just a little rant about school =]
stress reliever.
just a huge shock when school started.
haha.




xo.

First Day Of School! =oo

today was the first day of schoolll ><
twas pretty fun =D
i have a weird teacher for science though ==
and the people in my science class are all jerks =[
its kinda sad xDD

well, my chest is all better now =D
i think it maybe was coz i never got any exercise hahahah xD
coz you know.. holidays and all xDD
well, yeahh

tomorrow i go to school again +DD
i think i have like 3 periods of food tech HAHAH.
yeahh so...
there isnt really much to talk about that isnt like,
too private HAHAH.
yeahh.
so.
..
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahahahhahahaha.





xo.

lalalaaa!

went to towers with steph and soozy todayy! =D
was much funn xDD
got my hair cutt =]
happy with it xD
the lady was really nice.
although she thought i was older than i am xDD
she was like.. "so, you arent going to work today?"
hahahaha.

got volleys for cheerleading =DD
yayy cheerleading!
U G L Y HAHAHHAHAHAA.
well no.
my chest feels the same though D:
still kinda spasms up xDD
hahaha.

school is in two daysss ==
cept my sister has to go back tomorrow hahaha.
i still have to cover my books hahah.
yeahh i think this year will be pretty funn =D
even though year 8 was a bludge xDD
im aiming to actually try this year.

first day back i have to go to the office and ask for my report from last year ==
they didnt send it to me!
and i got my semester 1 report without redirecting,
so its their bad xDD
ahhahahaa.
they're gonna be like.. 0-o
we didnt send it to you? =oooo
hahaha xD
hope i got good marks =]
maybe they didnt send it coz i got really really bad marks! =o
thatd be pretty bad.
also pretty impossible.
coz im not that dumb =D
i just have to try a little bit to get in the top xDD
hahaha.
but. i cbs.






xo.

arghhh.

It's australia dayy!!
and its chinese new year 0-o
loll xD
gotta love those public holidays =DD
even though its in our school holidayss xD
you know, we're not getting easter holidays either!!
or an anzac long weekend! =[
kinda pooey if you ask mee.

ughh.
last night started this thing,
its like everytime i breathe or anything
theres this pain between my boobies and my collarbonee ><
i hope its nothing serious,
my rents said it was just that i bruised something while i was lying on the floor xD
coz sometimes i like to lie on the floor while i watch tv xDD
hahahaha.
but it really hurtss!!
and i read on the internet
i could have torn a ligament or something ><
or i could have some problems with my lungs!! D::::
which kinda scares me ><
but, my rents will be like,
NAAA YOU'RE FINE =D
and ill worry my butt off.
then it all turns out im fine ><

haahha.
going to towers tomorrow
to get my hair cut =DD
and maybe do some stuff xD
oh! i went shopping with my family yesterday =DD
got an awesome top for $25 =DDDD
and shorts too for $25
and also a bag!! =D
like, for school xDD for $20
=DD its pretty cool =D
yeahh.



xo.

blehhhhh.

It's so hott ><
i went to lunch todayy with a bunch of people i didnt know..
it was really boring D:
i didnt feel like making any new friends ==
loll! xD
their house was really nicee. it was split level =DD
it was like, my dream house =DD

anyywayys, so when i came home i had a showerr.
and then my mummy put dettol on my gash thingy.
I got it from ice skating, i fell down xDD
it was like, freezing so i couldnt feel it.
and its along my hip bone coz my hip sticks out,
coz im pretty big boned xDD
hahahhaha.
anywayy, yeahh so you can sorta guess that it hurts.
the bruise on my bone is healed though =D
so when i touch it i can only feel the skin that hurts xDD
yeahh... its still white ==
its pretty deep.

but enough of my grusome stories xDD
hhahahaha.
school starts soon T.T
im like, half looking forward to it, and half not.
coz i like school coz of friends and all.
but i dont like school coz of work ==
loll xDD
they should pay us to do work >=]
hahaha.
i hope im not alone in any of my classes.
im not really good at making friends..
unless i have friends already there.
then im fine xDD butt, i reckon i should be finee =]

Hold My Heart Dont Break It;;
It is yourss.
It is
yourss.
It is yourss.

xo.

yayy =D

went to towers with my mummy todayy =]
we went to get my school stuff! =DD
got lotsa colour pens and markers and stuff >=]
which will be fun to decorate xDD
but its so freeking hot todayy.
we went to towers, and it was really really hot in the carpark!!
but then when we went into the main shopping center, it was so nice and cool xDD
but butt, when we went into k-mart... it was so hott.

yeahh. so now i have all these books, and i have no idea how to wrap them ==
i should figure it outt >=]
yeahh, short post, but.. i just figured it would be good to tell people this stuff.
my daily day xDDD
bahahahahhahahaha..







xo.

woahh.

I've been looking around at other peoples blogs
mostly because of my extreme bordem from staying home...
but yeahh anywayss.
they all seem to write so much!!!
makes me feel like my life is really really boring xDD
but then againn, they could have written all this poo about nothing,
like i'm doing right now xD

but yeahh, its nearly lunchtime and im pretty damn hungry.
ive been up since likee... 9:30
and i felt like poo. but then again i couldnt get myself sleeping

i keep thinking about the computers we're gonna get this yearr.
i hope they're good since they're spending like $2000 on it.
if it isnt im gonna be really angry =[
coz yeahh, i doubt they'll give us some really bad computer for school work.
Coz they said it was supposed to motivate us.
IT BETTER BE GOOD D:

loll.
i normally go out...
but today i was gonna go meet up with an old church friend,
then iono what happened xDD
my sister said she was gonna go city,
then she ended up going to towers..
but yeahh =D
all i do is go with the flow =DD

im still peeling from freeking beach D:
its nearly all peeled out i think...
i got pretty burnt xDD

yeahh. have a good dayy =DD
imma go eat lunch =]






xo.

Wednesdayy.

weee!!
on monday - tuesday i slept over at nikis house, along with steph and soozy!! =DD
it was majorly alot of funn xD
we ate yummy pasta bake and flake ice cream >=]
and we watched movies and i fell asleep halfway through honey which was likeee... 3:30
and other people slept half way through kung fu panda which was like 4??
iono, it was really late =D

In the morning we woke up coz i accidentally put my alarm on at 7:45 xDD
and we had pancakes for breakfast =DD
and soozy bowl of DRY milo cereal xDD
then we went off to towers at about 10 ishh.

at towers we met vickyy.
and we watched seven pounds.
soozy and vicky and steph wouldnt stop freeking talking. ==
but it was reaaalllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy good =D
i criedd.
butt yeahh, it was heaps awesomee.
we went shopping, trying to find a bargain.
NO ONE BOUGHT ANYTHING.
cept at target...
niki bought this huge squishy ball =D
it was spiky too =]

yeahh that was heaps funn =DD
we should do it again next time =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
loll..









xo.

weeeeee!!

Friday was the sleepoverr w/ jane, and olivia and chrystall =DD
was pretty much alot of funn.
we played that francesca game, which didn't turn out to be very scary at all! xD
and we played the wii... and slept, and watched some weird asian movie that I couldn't understand =]
Maybe it just lost a bit when it got translated xDD
yeahh that was heaps funn =D

and then todayy, which is a Sunday...
i went to church =D which was pretty good =]
and thenn, went to a family friends house for lunch and a swimm.
Coz their baby got dedicated todayy, so yeahh.
but I didn't bring my swimmers!!
so i just put my feet in the waterr.
And we played with the little kiddies there and everythingg =]
was pretty funn.

I always think what it would be like when i grow up,
things like what I'll be,
where I'll live..
even though i never know the answers, i know its all in God's hands..
So i'll give it all to him, and I know he'll deal with it =DD
weeeeeeeeeeee.

Gots another sleepover w/ soozy and them tomorrow =D
I promise to write about it when i can >=]
bwahhahahahahaha..






xo.

blehhh.

yeahh soo...

yesterday i went to bondii and it was pretty damn boring.
we didnt do muchh D:
but yeahh,
i got reallyy REAAAAALYYY burnt.
and im all red. it kinda hurts, but i think its sorta going away....
hopefullyyy.

tomorrow im going to ice skatingg =DD
so its like, the total opposite of the beach, but thats good.
i loovvveeee ice skating =D
its really funn =DD

ahhh i cant believe im saying thiss buttt,
i cant wait till school starts again xDD
its hard having to organise stuff and whateverr.
and you get to see your friends everydayy, and then when you go homee, you get to relax with family =]

love my family =] coolest people ever =DD


yeahh, so everyone reading this have fun =]
dont let people tear you down =D







xo.

kayy.

I'm total noob at this xDD
I use to have one, but we all get bored of this stuff soo, i think i deleted it =DD

It's 2009!! bahhahaa. thats so cool.
new year, fresh start.
New class, hope I don't get meanies xDD

but yeahh, i normally have no idea what to say,
thats probably why i stopped.
i just ramble and ramble and ramble on and on and on.. xDD

yeahh.........










soo.
WASSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!! =D

yeahh.

xo.