14.6.09

14.6.09

WEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I HAVENT BLOGGED IN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG =)

hahahahahah.
been so busy latelyy.
textiles homework is stressing me outttt.
and english
and cooking.
OH MY GOSH
=)
ill manage.

anywayy.
my attempt at being more confident has succeded =)
hahahaha
proud of myselffffffff.
now im aiming to be more brave =)
ITS NOT THE SAME THING.
trust me =)

i recently had a mini break down =)
MINI. not majr hahahaha.
well, i was thinking likee.
ive never been asked out before, and im thinking.
whats wrong with me?
like all girls think you knoww,
and i was thinking about all the people that im so close to liking
but im restraining myself from.
hahaha =)

i act all weird around people when i like them.
like, if i dont like them, and are just their friend.
i think i flirt a bit.. iono 0-o
but like, if i like someone
ill try to avoid them coz i know il mess things up hahahah xD

anywayyyy.
i was also thinking how i ALWAYS make a fool of myself
in the biggest situations hahaha xD
i mean, i dont mind..
but yeahh. its just my personality ahahah =)

yeahhhhhhhhhhh.
so..
short post.
boring post.
iono.
cbs to explain everything.
majorly diluted =)

God is great =)
life is great =)




xo.

30.5.09

30.05.09

wow, i havent posted something in likeee 15 dayss D:
THATS A LONG TIMEEE.
but now to ramble about life =)
hahahaha.
i changed my smiley to =)
coz.. it looks awesomeeeeeeeeee =D

anywayyy.
yeahh okayy my new resolution..
not new YEARS resolution.. coz its likee may =)
anywayy
my new resolution isss
to not be so self consious =)
i was so proud of myself that i made that decision =D
until i started telling people. i was telling people so thatt i could have some support you know?
anywayy
i told my sister first, and she's like good. that wasnt too bad =)
and then i told my friend soozy. ==
she was like YOU ARE SELF CONSCIOUS!!
and i was thinking.. why would i make a decision to aim to not be so self conscious if i wasnt?
likee, STATE THE OBVIOUS WOMANNNN.
that didnt go through well, made me feel pretty bad.

yeahhss, ive been more confident lately =)
thats a pretty continuous thing, which is good =D
and ive also been able to make friends more easily
which is ALSO good =)
im also hopelessly single =)
hahaha.
not trying to advertisee xD

i find its alright being singlee.
i mean, theres no restrictions.
and besidess im only 14.
its not like i'm gnna die anyday soon xDDDD
hahahahahahahhaha =)

OH YEAHHHHHHHHHH
i also moved recently =)
that was pretty hecticcc.
we've been in this house for about a week now,
and we're not settled in yett
but, we'll get there
hopefully before the holidays =)
so i can have a sleepoverrrr! =DDDDD
that should be funn hahahahaha
LOOK FORWARD TO IT >=)

God is good =)
life is awesomeeeee.




xo.

15.5.09

15.5.09

BAHAHAHHAHAAHA.
okayy my week was soooooooo filled up with.. stuff =]
hahaa.

it ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL started on tuesday =]
it was my birthdayyy!! =D
that was pretty funn =]
i wasnt actually expecting anythingg
i thought everyone was pretty busy and everything so like..
they dont have to get me anythingg its alrightt =]
but then at lunch HAHHAHA.
i went to sit with my friends
and they had this HUGEEEEEEE TOTORO =DDD
IT WAS SOOOO CUTE.
i was like laughing my head off =D
half embarressed and half of feeling appreciated LOLL.
i was so happy =]
hahaa. i had to carry it around for 2 periods thoughh xD
was funn =]

when i got home rightt.
i wasnt expecting anything eitherr =]
i thought through all the moving and stuff, they wouldnt hve time to
buy me a cake or whateverr.
but i guess it truly is a family tradition to give a bday cake at night
ahhaha
COZ THEY DIIDDD =D it was yummyyy.
it was chocolate and cherry =] mmmmmmm.
and then they gave me pressiesss =]
i felt so loved
i got 2 pandora charmsss =D
and earphones which i must add are VERYYY pretty =]
and a cover for my ipod touchh =D
i felt so appreciated and lovedd =]

though i still think to myself sometimes.. if we didnt have all these luxury items..
we could probably be living in our own home now..
but.. i guess we do need to spoil ourselves sometimes =]
hahahha.

ANYWAYY THANKYOU VERY MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =D
i love you all. not coz of pressies but like.. for being heaps nice and stuff hahhhaaha.

yeahh so the next day
i was soooooo sick xD
like.. i had the flu and a cold and i lkiterally felt like poo ><
hahaha.
i dont wanna go into the detailss. just incase all of you are eating HAHAAHA.
but let me tell you, it was pretty miserable.
yeahh so i stayed home that day =D
and watched re-runs all day
and the simpsons movie AHHAHA.
and thennn i went to school the next day
coz imma good girl =D
ahhaha. i had to do maths testtssss.
they werent that bad.
cept i pretty much guessed half the questionss HAHAH.
yeahh.
and on friday (todayyyyyyy) i had to do a make-up test for reading.
hmmmmm i hope i do well
i wanna get in the top band
or like.. band 9 =]
oh the joys of government tests =D

weeeeeeeee.
listen to last chance by ginuwine =]
its so good =D


god is good =D
life is good.






xo.

8.5.09

8.5.09

yeppsss.
so i havent been posting alot for the past.. few WEEEEKSSSS.
hahahah.
just had TWOO tests todayy.
english and maths.
the most important subjects in school life xD
amazingly i was pretty calm about it.
hmm.
the tests werent as hard as i thought.
like.. it was like doing a practice test LOLOLL.

yes. so next weekk, i have five tests in three days.
two on tuesday, one on wednesday and two on thursday.
ITS THE NAPLAN TESTSSSSSSS D:
i know im not supposed worry,
coz the teachers are all like ITS EASYYY
ITS BASIC SKILLSSS.
what if i dont have basic skillsss?????
what if i wanna do better than have the BASIC skills.
hahahaha.
blehhh..

WE'RE MOVINGGG =D
yayyy. im always excited about moving =D
its like.. a new house to live in xD
hahahaaha.
i dont really like the house we're living in now anywayysss.
its got cockroaches everywhereee D:
and like. spiders and little jumpy bugs Dx
blaaaaahhhh.

i think.
that i know why im.. SEMI-depressed lOLL.
i think its coz..
im not confident with myselff.
i mean.. i know this is really personal and whateverr.
but, i think its coz i think im letting myself down
because im not good at talking to people, like.. when i first meet them.
im REALLYYY bad at that.
like.. what is there to talk about if you hardly know the personn? 0-o
thats my problem LOLOLL.

but enough of me babbling on about my problemmsss xD
today we gave steph her bday pressiee =] hahaha.
we got her NCIS xD
and like.. she was like ohhh i see something =]
and then she opened it right.
and then there was this pause..
and then she screamed sooooo loud HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAH.
SHE WAS LIKE ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
=]
it was so funny =]
she made my day =D

my bday on tuesdayy.
i cant wait
but then again.. im not.
like.. when its you're bday, sometimes you expect so much
that when you actually recieve your pressie.
you're a bit disappointed.
COME ONNN ADMIT IT.
you know that it happens sometimeess.
so im trying not to expect much.
like.. i actually dont know what i want for my bday this year.
hahahaha xD
i think basically all i want lots of hugs.
and im being seriouss.
like.. hugs make me feel so loved.
o gosh im gnna cry..


MOVING ONNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
well,
school next week's gnna be so interesting.
lets see how i do in my tests =DDD
yayyyyyyy.

god is so amazinggg.





xo.

22.4.09

22.4.09

ahhhhhhhhhh the joys of life.
I FREEKING LOVE HOMWORK =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
especially in the holidays >=]
hahhahaha

jokinggg.
i just re wrote a story about challenge.
that wasnt so boring =D
writing stories are funnnn.
loll =D
the thing that im pretty annoyed about is mathletics.
its sooooo boring ><
ITS MATHS ==
hahahahahaha.
and its pretty stupid.
coz the teacher gave us this homework on mathletics right,
it was like 15 tests ><
and one of them doesnt even make sense D:
coz like.. you cant put the letters in for the algebra.
BOOOOOOOOOOO.
you suck mathletics =D

hahaha.
i havent been on lately.
or maybe i have.
loll xD i dont think i realise coz ive been out so much.
you see. when its school time, my weeks are basically all filled up.
so i dont really go out at all with friends.
but then when holidays arrive
i try to make the most of it =D
hahahaha TRYYYYYY.
but im at home now.
coz. i had to do homework.
seems like i finished it all =D
hahahahah.

i still needa buy olivia's pressie =D
i think i know what im getting her.
its a matter of whether its available or not.
and i still needa get money from people xD
ahhahahaa.
andd. im going iceskating with steph i think tomorrow or the day after.
=D exciteddddddddddddd.
yayy =D

this is a really short post 0-o
hmmmm.
seems like not being at school means being far FAR away from drama =D
which is good and bad in a way.
good because it keeps my life interesting.
bad coz drama sometimes pulls people and friendships apart.
bleh.
schools back in a week EXACTLYYY.
hahahahaahha.
im excited =]


life is good.
God is definately all good =]





xo.