23.3.09

I was gnna write beforee.
but like. i knew no one would read it so i didn't botherr.
but yeahh
i figured since so much is happening in my life i would write =D
and then when im older i'll remember it one day and read all that's happened.

I've been so busy the past week
its like. assignment time xD
hahahaha.
its always at the end of the term when everything happens.
its so fustrating >=[
im still aiming to get everything done earlier though.
there's always a next time. most of the time.
hahahahha xD

well yeahh. i've finally given up on liking guys.
i mean, i know i have no chance,
and i know i'm not exactly ready for a gf anywayys.
so like. ill just leave it for now.
im only in year 9. and im not desperate HAHAHA.
imagine if i was. id be such a sad case xD

omgoshhh im scared.
i did a speech in english
and i got to the next stage of like interclass thingy.
loll xD
its like, when you compete against different classes.
but still! ITS FREEKING SCARYY.
i remember when i did i before, i was sooooooooo nervous.
i stuffed up so much.
but i think im more confident now i guess.
im not as nervous xD
most probably because i know more people in the school,
and i must admit, my self esteem has rised a bit.

as i said before, i realised you don't have to be up yourself to be confident.
it made me so happy to figure that out =D
hahahahah.

But yeahh.
life's been good.
God's been good.
I just have to get past all these assignments xD
i think i have like 1 left
hahahahaa. =D
im so excited hahahahahaha.

OH YEAHH.
i forgot. my sister's cruise was last saturday! =D
it was all fancy and stuff
and this guy tried to dance with me HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
i was like.
... no.
xD im so mean. BUT IM SERIOUS. he was really bad.
he looked like the lanky man from elmo's world xD
he was THAT bad.
but it was fun
we did some dancing and then we sat outside
and watched the world go by
it was really cold, but you sorta got used to it XD

so much fun xD
i gotta figure out what im gnna do for MY bday 0-o
hmmmmm...





xo.